better day today

O kay! I know I need to lighten up a bit. At Pathway I was told you need to know how to play, and that's just not as easy for me as it may be for you. I have many ,many more contented times than sad ones and I'm sure that's when I need to blog.The way I see it however, if we can't take the hard times and face them on paper, we may not recognize the better times. Any way, thanks to all of you out there who are following my blog ,in my ups and downs. Being a funny person would be ,well, fun! But for now I just have to take me as I am.

Tonight I feel the weight of all the disappointment I can ,and yet I know things could be much heavier. I'm not being effective in my world, not all I should be,and yet I long for the warmth of fresh air to breath and almost a desire for solitude. Is that not how it is ,when feeling disappointed in self ? There is this hidden longing inside the human heart to be all ,or nothing at all. I cannot speak for tomorrow,what joy or sorrow, I can only say that today I need God more than yesterday.