shoes " old Lady "

There once was a lady who lived in a shoe ,kept doing the same things she knew how to do,she knew how to clean , how to cook, how to smile ,stret ching herself an extra mile......One morning the old lady struggled from bed, frustrated the battles stuck in her head, wandering slowly, her shoe feeling tight,is this shoe worth wearing , given the fight?

overwhelmed

I find myself overwhelmed at times with all the things I'd like to do and accomplish in this short life.I feel time keeps passing me up and the dreams get bigger and there's really no time for dreams . So many situations pulling at me from every direction, so many changes all around me ,wish the changes were my own.I'm just not the person I want to be ,not living up to what I can be ,or could have been. Tomorrow is another chance .

better day today

O kay! I know I need to lighten up a bit. At Pathway I was told you need to know how to play, and that's just not as easy for me as it may be for you. I have many ,many more contented times than sad ones and I'm sure that's when I need to blog.The way I see it however, if we can't take the hard times and face them on paper, we may not recognize the better times. Any way, thanks to all of you out there who are following my blog ,in my ups and downs. Being a funny person would be ,well, fun! But for now I just have to take me as I am.

Tonight I feel the weight of all the disappointment I can ,and yet I know things could be much heavier. I'm not being effective in my world, not all I should be,and yet I long for the warmth of fresh air to breath and almost a desire for solitude. Is that not how it is ,when feeling disappointed in self ? There is this hidden longing inside the human heart to be all ,or nothing at all. I cannot speak for tomorrow,what joy or sorrow, I can only say that today I need God more than yesterday.

living completely

There are , if you will,dimensions to our living,to our lives, where we may have once lived in the frontline of everything going on around us,we may now stand afar off.We must not be dis illusioned into thinking we have somehow become less important in our living,for all of life,every dimension we come into ,is as important as the one before,it is life as a whole ,complete.It is when we try to stay in one position or move out of position, out of time,that the meaning of our living is lost,thrown into chaos. I live afar off,but live in that position completely.LIFE IS A WONDERFUL GIFT ESPECIALLY WHEN SURRENDERED TO THE "GIVER OF LIFE"

time out

been in new mexico since last monday,and loving every breath of it !!we have had beautiful snow twice ,lots of cold ,19 degrees. spending time with our dearest friends,robert and gaylene ,in artesia and ruidoso this weekend. going to the walk through bethleham in ruidoso on saturday,it will be blistery coldwith lots of snow,so exciteing. god is so good to give me this special time in my home land,i feel like i 'm at home when i enter new mexico,when i enter gaylene's home. this is time out for me,just wish it could last longer.

angry!

Angry that little people have to be burdened with the world we big people have ,and do ,give them!